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Nihilism and Being Happy

JacobPhilosophy July 14, 2020 at 22:41 9975 views 52 comments
Are they truly compatible? The thought alone of no life having meaning disturbs me quite deeply, and I have these thoughts often, and they are irrefutable. There is no reason to live. Granted, there is no reason to die in my case, but I WILL die... eventually. Therefore, why does it matter when? It doesn't. I'm at a point in which I'm only living for the sake of it, and it makes every action feel pointless and not worth engaging in. Eventually everything will cease, and will likely be recreated as it has likely happened an infinite number of times. The only point of any action is to reach a trivial point of maintained happiness in life until it ends, by which point it may aswell not have happened. Simultaneously to all of these horrific ideas, I am terrified at the concept of being no more. I think you can see my problem.

Comments (52)

Maw July 14, 2020 at 22:57 #434512
"What is positive about Nihilism is the realization that there is nothing to lose...so what are you afraid of?" - Ray Brassier
Antonorganizer July 15, 2020 at 00:10 #434527
It often seems to me, and I myself choose accordingly, that life has the meaning one gives it. A lot of first hand experience indicates this in my life. The times I felt overall like life wasn't worth it, or is just boring, I lived accordingly. Now that I often choose what I focus on, I choose what meaning, or lack there of, my life has. Despite or because of outside influences as well. This doesn't mean what I say is ultimately true, or necessarily true at all. If all nihilism and it's different types claim is that aspects of life, or life itself, is meaningless, you could still be happy. My impression of this broad and simple description of nihilism is it claims something that's at least difficult for most of us to consider, and leaves it at that. It doesn't qualify the claim further, it just leaves you to take it as you will, and this seems like an unwitting problem. Even if Nietzsche didn't intend for this to be melancholy, frustrating or depressing, of  course it easily is for many people. That's the reason it doesn't seem compatible with happiness. Unless he said (I don't know myself) "Life is meaningless and therefore not worth it" people are adding in an interpretation of his point that isn't inherent. Myself included.
Possibility July 15, 2020 at 10:12 #434642
Nietzsche on nihilism, from Wikipedia:

Wikipedia, ‘Friedrich Nietzsche’:Nietzsche approaches the problem of nihilism as a deeply personal one, stating that this problem of the modern world has "become conscious" in him. Furthermore, he emphasizes both the danger of nihilism and the possibilities it offers, as seen in his statement that "I praise, I do not reproach, [nihilism's] arrival. I believe it is one of the greatest crises, a moment of the deepest self-reflection of humanity. Whether man recovers from it, whether he becomes master of this crisis, is a question of his strength!" According to Nietzsche, it is only when nihilism is overcome that a culture can have a true foundation on which to thrive. He wished to hasten its coming only so that he could also hasten its ultimate departure.


It isn’t so much that life has no meaning, but that life’s meaning is not determined for us, nor beyond our capacity to determine for ourselves. It is as much to say that nothing matters as to say that everything matters - and from that, humanity is free to imagine, hypothesise and test value systems to construct a cultural reality - from everything - that would be most likely to thrive.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 15:14 #434683
Reply to Antonorganizer this is the response I receive almost all of the time. "You make your own meaning". This rarely helps me overcome the depression that I experience, as it's just a means of saying "why not" in different words. It makes sense that life cannot have meaning, but that doesn't give me any comfort, unfortunately. It would have the same outcome whether I kill myself or not, and the same goes for every living thing.
Kaarlo Tuomi July 15, 2020 at 18:08 #434704
Reply to JacobPhilosophy
I guess it depends on what you mean by meaning, and whether you require your particular life to have meaning, or do you mean the existence of the human species, or do you mean that life itself should continue to exist?

at any of those levels it is possible to find a way for you to give yourself some purpose and I present some examples which I recommend you to consider as ways to approach the subject rather than as specific suggestions.

1. at the level of the whole planet, you could think about promoting green ideals such as reducing pollution, CO2 emissions, mineral extraction, and similar environmental ideas so that you are focusing on the very idea of life itself in its broadest possible sense rather than on one rather insignificant organism in a more complex whole.

2. at the level of the human species you could think about conflict resolution or fighting famine, or third world plumbing, or any one of a number of programs to improve the rights and freedoms of indigenous populations throughout the world who are oppressed and marginalised by almost everybody else. in other words, think about lives other than your own. you might not think your life has a purpose but their lives might.

3. at a rather basic level of the single organism life is simply about participating in the process of evolution. participating in the process does not mean you HAVE to reproduce, but merely playing the game is enough. if a guy walks up to a girl he does not know and asks her if she would like to go for dinner, and she says, "no thanks," that is evolution in action. being rejected, believe it or not, is part of the process of evolution. you owe it to the rest of us to at least try.

Kaarlo Tuomi
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 18:10 #434705
Reply to Kaarlo Tuomi Well all of these acts amount to absolutely nothing, because the human race, as well as the entire planet, will one day cease to exist.
Pfhorrest July 15, 2020 at 18:21 #434708
Quoting JacobPhilosophy
it's just a means of saying "why not" in different words


“Why not” is the correct answer.

This is a common pattern across philosophy. People get into a cynically over-skeptical mindset and demand a reason for everything, instead of just rejecting things when there is reason to do so and accepting whatever meanwhile. But if you do that, keep demanding reasons for everything, you fall down an infinite regress of constantly asking for reasons for those reasons ad infinitum, which leads directly into nihilism. The solution is to not do that. Accept anything by default and only reject it when there is reason too — and having no reason to accept it is not the same as having reason to rejecting it.

The metaphor I used to remind myself of this when I was suffering terrible existential angst last year was to imagine myself on the surface of an infinitely deep sea, and tell myself “don’t try to stand on the bottom”. Became there is no bottom so if you try to stand on it you’ll just drown. This doesn’t mean you stick your hands up in the air and hope that Superjesus whisks you off into the sky, either. You’ll drown if you do that too. The solution is to just float on the surface.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 18:25 #434709
Reply to Pfhorrest In that hypothetical you are assuming that survival, as an instrinsic good, should be strived towards. The main goal of that hypothetical is to make sure you survive. There is no goal to reality so there is therefore no way to act in order to attain this ideal.
Pfhorrest July 15, 2020 at 18:30 #434710
Reply to JacobPhilosophy The hypothetical is a metaphor. “Drowning” is drowning in doubts and fears, figuratively. You do happen to exist, and the way to make peace with that is to stop trying to find reasons for it, just relax and float in the acceptance that you simply do, and it doesn’t have to be for any reason.

I know it’s easier said than done. I also sent you a PM yesterday with something I hope will be more helpful.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 18:32 #434712
Reply to Pfhorrest yes, I have been intending on reading that, will do later.
Nils Loc July 15, 2020 at 19:09 #434719
Quoting JacobPhilosophy
The thought alone of no life having meaning disturbs me quite deeply, and I have these thoughts often, and they are irrefutable. There is no reason to live.


Your thoughts are just post hoc scripts that magnify and feed-back on the affects of your depression.

Practice observing the emotional affects without getting caught up in the narratives they help generate. Close the gate on memetic instigators.

Do activities which do not involve too much self-reference and which you also enjoy. Take your first person view outside of your body using your imagination. Try flying over a city you've never been to. Go to the moon. Climb the rigging of a sailing ship and sit in the crows nest. Toilet paper Pfhorrest's house.

Imagine reality is irreducible.

Find an animal to interact with in a therapeutic setting. Find some oxytocin release.
















Antonorganizer July 15, 2020 at 19:24 #434723
Yes it's my intention to help as well as say what I've noticed about nihilism. I can in part echo what Pfhorrest and Nils Loc said about justifying/being stuck in thoughts and emotions. Depression might be a natural eventual experience we have, especially circumstantial. However, to be in a loop where all possibility of something to live for is rejected is just defeatist and prolonging what could be temporary depression. Not only that, if meaning must exist supposedly outside of you or beyond you in order for you to want to live, then you rely on something external when there's more power in choosing a purpose for yourself.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 19:28 #434725
Reply to Antonorganizer This last point is a very good one. I know it makes just as little sense to have a "meaning" to life", than to have none, but for some reason it doesn't stop me from dwelling on the fact that no action has perminance or value at all, and this leads to me struggling to have goals or value in what I want to do. I think my issue is that I will one day die. Because that is guaranteed, I don't feel like there is any point in doing literally anything. If immortality was guaranteed, or if death was a choice, I feel like I wouldn't have these worries. Then again, infinity is just as inconceivable as finitude is to me.
Antonorganizer July 15, 2020 at 19:35 #434726
Reply to Possibility This Nietzsche quote answers what his intention/perspective was, which I didn't know. It also explains a lot as to why nihilism is usually seen as depressing, frustrating etc. because it's implied by Nietzsche calling it a modern crises that he himself openly saw it as something to be fixed or eradicated.
Antonorganizer July 15, 2020 at 19:53 #434732
Reply to JacobPhilosophy I realize there's a couple of different ways to respond to was is definitely difficult to struggle with. One way is more practical the other is again philosophical.

I think the only way you can get beyond this rut is to find some way to uplift how you feel. It's a simple and also difficult thing to say, but I doubt that there's any amount of logic alone or pondering what might not have an answer that can make you overcome this. Another way of seeing this: I notice though that you need permanence in order to see value in living or having goals. I can relate, but where I would say something different is considering that Buddhists see life as impermanent. They never say life has no value simply because of that, so their response to the idea of impermanence is finding value despite that.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 20:13 #434736
Reply to Antonorganizer But why should I get beyond this rut? If it leads me into manic depression and then suicide then why not? Since these questions have no answer, I struggle to actively avoid these thoughts.
Pfhorrest July 15, 2020 at 20:19 #434738
Quoting Nils Loc
Your thoughts are just post hoc scripts that magnify and feed-back on the affects of your depression.


:100:

Quoting JacobPhilosophy
But why should I get beyond this rut?


Because you want to. If you exist anyway and don’t want to die and don’t expect to live forever then may as well enjoy living while you can, and spiraling about meaninglessness isn’t helping anything, so may as well just try to stop doing that if you can.

Which is what you’re here in this thread for isn’t it?
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 20:32 #434744
Reply to Pfhorrest I guess that is why, yes. The whole "make the most of the one life you have" argument seems to implicitly claim that life has value. Then again, you weren't explicitly saying it in those words. I think finitude and meaninglessness is necessary for existence. I wonder if it could be that reality could have been any other way? If not, then I guess it's counter-intuitive to let it bother me. Although I could be pedantic and say that what I "want" doesn't matter, so the fact that I want to stop thinking about it makes no difference to the reality of it, and equally how it affects me is indifferent.
Deleted User July 15, 2020 at 20:40 #434746
Quoting JacobPhilosophy
I WILL die.


No one knows what death is for the dyer.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 21:04 #434753
What I don't like about philosophy is that you have to accept certain assumptions that cannot possibly be proven in any manner. There is a certain point in every argument in which you have to say "well just because", and this is when I feel often that the argument itself is pointless. For example, when considering what is ethical in a debate, you have to assume that suffering is bad and that pleasure is good, because there is no conceivable way to progress otherwise.
Pinprick July 15, 2020 at 21:41 #434765
Quoting JacobPhilosophy
What I don't like about philosophy is that you have to accept certain assumptions that cannot possibly be proven in any manner.


You don’t have to. Doesn’t Nihilism do precisely this; reject all assumptions?
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 21:42 #434766
Reply to Pinprick Well a nihilist can't debate anything then, without being contradictory to this sentiment.
JacobPhilosophy July 15, 2020 at 21:44 #434767
Another issue I'm having is just having goals in life. I think this is in part because of COVID, as this wasn't an issue beforehand, but starting college is a tormenting concept to me, as any future path seems pointless and like it will amount to nothing.
Pfhorrest July 15, 2020 at 22:44 #434785
Quoting JacobPhilosophy
If not, then I guess it's counter-intuitive to let it bother me.


Exactly. If it is true that nothing matters, then it doesn't matter that nothing matters. If it doesn't matter that nothing matters then it's not a problem that nothing matters, so why worry about nothing mattering?
Pinprick July 15, 2020 at 23:16 #434807
Reply to JacobPhilosophy They can debate the validity of assumptions. Nihilism is usually a consequence of debate, or discourse. It is the conclusion that is drawn from the inability to justify any assumptions.
Possibility July 16, 2020 at 01:39 #434844
Reply to JacobPhilosophy If it were possible for you to exist forever, then how would that change what matters?
BitconnectCarlos July 16, 2020 at 01:56 #434847
You'll never hear this question being asked by a soldier on the front lines or a man struggling to feed his impoverished village. You won't hear this question being asked by a mother struggling to take care of her newborn child. This type of question arises out of a certain state of being so if you're looking for an answer maybe just look to the state that you're in.

Reading back in the thread, it looks like you're starting college soon so you're probably on the younger side. If you're only 18 it's natural to feel this sort of confusion because you're in this transitional phase into adulthood. Just go enjoy college assuming it's still on: make some friends, drink some beer, and meet a partner. You'll be alright. Life won't seem as pointless when you start a family or fall in love or start caring for a bigger cause.
JacobPhilosophy July 16, 2020 at 08:20 #434902
Reply to BitconnectCarlos By the way, what reason does a nihilist have for complying to certain morals? If they are meaningless statements, then why care about ethics?
JacobPhilosophy July 16, 2020 at 08:21 #434903
Reply to Possibility It wouldn't. Equally, having an objective meaning wouldn't affect what matters to me as I'd just be a cog in a machine. Then again, I'm a determinist and a nihilist so I'm just a cog in a useless machine that has no purpose and cannot be stopped
JacobPhilosophy July 16, 2020 at 08:23 #434904
Reply to Pfhorrest It's hard to believe this and yet mourn a death or strive for ethical treatment.
Adam's Off Ox July 16, 2020 at 13:08 #434936
I read two words in the OP, happiness and meaning.

Is happiness a feeling you pursue? Then why does it require meaning or purpose. Happiness, it seems, is its own reward.

There are some connections/conclusions I see the OP is concerned with, but I don't see the logic.

"Without purpose, I can experience no happiness." If it is true that your happiness has no external purpose, just engage with happiness for its own sake. Don't tack it to someone else's need for purpose.

"I will someday cease to exist. Humanity will cease to exist. Therefore happiness should be discarded?" There is no reason to conclude happiness ought be discarded. If you observe that happiness is impermanent, then enjoy happiness as fleeting. If you want happiness, have it. There is no meaningfulness that says you shouldn't.
BitconnectCarlos July 16, 2020 at 14:07 #434950
Reply to JacobPhilosophy

Quoting JacobPhilosophy
By the way, what reason does a nihilist have for complying to certain morals? If they are meaningless statements, then why care about ethics?


The nihilist has basically no real reasons for complying with morality in general since doesn't exist/have any real grounding. The nihilist might comply with conventional morality for social appearances or because it personally makes him feel good but outside of that there's no real backing to it.
Adam's Off Ox July 16, 2020 at 23:33 #435088
Quoting BitconnectCarlos
The nihilist has basically no real reasons for complying with morality in general since doesn't exist/have any real grounding. The nihilist might comply with conventional morality for social appearances or because it personally makes him feel good but outside of that there's no real backing to it.


It's still likely that a nihilist will have preferences that translate into what is considered moral behavior, partly due to the nature of human biology. The nihilist will also likely have been conditioned to certain behaviors that are morally repeatable in a societal sense, due to their upbringing within a society.

It's just unlikely that a nihilist will point to some external or objective purpose to justify his actions.

A nihilist may still contribute to a sense of happiness, both personal and shared with other people.
BitconnectCarlos July 17, 2020 at 01:13 #435110
Reply to Adam's Off Ox

I agree with everything you wrote here. A nihilist could be a perfectly moral person. I just think that an intellectually honest nihilist should have very little if any resistance to engaging in depravity if social conditions were to make it advantageous or if the moral nihilist were just curious for any reason and he knew he could get away with it.



Adam's Off Ox July 17, 2020 at 12:13 #435231
Quoting BitconnectCarlos
I agree with everything you wrote here. A nihilist could be a perfectly moral person. I just think that an intellectually honest nihilist should have very little if any resistance to engaging in depravity if social conditions were to make it advantageous or if the moral nihilist were just curious for any reason and he knew he could get away with it.


So social constructs keep the nihilist's behavior in check with regards to the continuing "success" of the society. How is that any different from the moral realist who ascribes to a theistic religion and also considers themselves a sinner?

For example, I don't see how the label of nihilist or Christian are particularly helpful in predicting a person's so called "moral" behavior at a personal level. What I do find, however, is that the Christian is more likely to pass judgement on others' behavior.
BitconnectCarlos July 17, 2020 at 13:04 #435236
Reply to Adam's Off Ox

At the end of the day the theistic moral realist has a God to answer to and believes he will be judged by actual, objective standards. He has skin in the game. Bad actions have consequences in the next life.

A moral nihilist may be a good person. Plenty of people just have naturally good dispositions or are responsive to positive social pressures, but others don't.

Adam's Off Ox July 17, 2020 at 13:27 #435241
Quoting BitconnectCarlos
At the end of the day the theistic moral realist has a God to answer to and believes he will be judged by actual, objective standards. He has skin in the game. Bad actions have consequences in the next life.

A moral nihilist may be a good person. Plenty of people just have naturally good dispositions or are responsive to positive social pressures, but others don't.


But if we only observe human behavior in this life, the sentences you have written above don't necessarily translate to better predictions of what action any given individual will take.

A theist may engage in "good" behavior.
A theist may engage in "bad" behavior.
A nihilist may engage in "good" behavior.
A nihilist may engage in "bad" behavior.

That a person says "I believe in consequences in the next life" does not tell us to what standard the theist holds himself culpable. This is doubly complicated by a Christian belief that God may absolve the sinner of their guilt, detaching the consequences of the afterlife from the causal effects of actions taken in this life. A Christian may fully believe in an afterlife, perpetually behave like a bad nihilist, and still anticipate a fruitful afterlife as a result of the grace of a forgiving God. The only thing that distinguishes him from the bad nihilist, in this life, is "I believe in God."

But even stating, "I believe in God" is no indicator of the disposition. A nihilist would be perfectly consistent in stating "I believe in God" and anticipating no consequences for the lie. Such a lying nihilist may find himself conforming with all other social expectations, getting labeled a good theist, and being otherwise indistinguishable as a good person.

I don't see how the label of nihilist informs any discussion on good or evil, from an ethical or philosophical perspective.
BitconnectCarlos July 17, 2020 at 14:35 #435263
Reply to Adam's Off Ox Quoting Adam's Off Ox
But if we only observe human behavior in this life, the sentences you have written above don't necessarily translate to better predictions of what action any given individual will take.


I know. I've said twice now that a nihilist may very well be a good person. We may live in a universe where nihilists are even, on average, better behaving than Christians. I don't care. I'm solely concerned here with the rational conclusions of one's beliefs. In other words, if we take the nihilist's beliefs to its logical conclusions.... I'm not interested either in digging into every possible iteration of Christianity. I'm not even a Christian. I'm solely concerned here with the rational conclusions drawn from nihilism vs. a belief in a God regarding moral behavior.

Quoting Adam's Off Ox
I don't see how the label of nihilist informs any discussion on good or evil, from an ethical or philosophical perspective.


If we're talking about rationality it should. The theist is always accountable for his behaviors according to a set, permanent standard while the nihilist does not acknowledge any standard and is basically free to pick whatever path he likes. Again, I'm not concerned with defending evil iterations of Christianity or how Christianity or Judaism or Islam may look "in practice." I'm concerned with ideas here.


Adam's Off Ox July 17, 2020 at 16:02 #435287
Reply to BitconnectCarlos But what good is a theory of rationality if any account of so-called inner logic leads to the same observable outcome. From the consequential perspective, rationality becomes an empty variable. Better discarded for parsimony..
Outlander July 17, 2020 at 16:26 #435293
Less to worry about. Simple enough. Though some will write books to argue otherwise...
BitconnectCarlos July 17, 2020 at 16:31 #435294
Reply to Adam's Off Ox

No, if people were purely going by the inner logic then there would not be the same observable outcomes. People in real life often just aren't logical. The fundamental logic, not just of Christianity but of Judaism and I think Islam is that no matter where you are or in what kind of situation you're in... you're ultimately accountable for your actions. You will have to answer for them.

When it comes to nihilism there's not much of a fundamental logic because the nihilist rejects truth and value. However, he contradicts this because life demands that he invent his own. The intellectually honest nihilist is constantly in tension because he still values things and often has strong attachments while at the same time he rejects the idea of objective value.
Pinprick July 17, 2020 at 19:07 #435328
Quoting BitconnectCarlos
The intellectually honest nihilist is constantly in tension because he still values things and often has strong attachments while at the same time he rejects the idea of objective value.


:100:

The outcome of this tension is a life of voluntary deception. It’s hopeless to try to universally logically justify our values, attachments, or actions with any consistency. Logic and emotion are apples and oranges.
Adam's Off Ox July 17, 2020 at 20:14 #435341
Quoting Pinprick
The outcome of this tension is a life of voluntary deception. It’s hopeless to try to universally logically justify our values, attachments, or actions with any consistency. Logic and emotion are apples and oranges.


I don't follow your conclusion. If it's hopeless to try to universally justify our values, doesn't the nihilist escape tension by rejecting universal values?

So the nihilist experiences preferences, which you may call values, without falling back on some rational or logical meaning for those values.

You seem to be supporting the nihilist's position.
Pinprick July 18, 2020 at 16:28 #435577
Quoting Adam's Off Ox
I don't follow your conclusion. If it's hopeless to try to universally justify our values, doesn't the nihilist escape tension by rejecting universal values?


I don’t think that the need or desire to justify our values, etc. diminishes simply by believing nihilism. Intellectually, the nihilist is aware of the fact of nihilism, but is utterly unable to make his desire for meaning go away. He will feel and experience meaning in his life regardless, and in contradiction, of his belief in nihilism. This is the cause of his tension. To alleviate it, he will largely ignore his nihilistic belief in practical, everyday life, and continue experiencing meaning and desiring to seek/find/create it.

Quoting Adam's Off Ox
So the nihilist experiences preferences, which you may call values, without falling back on some rational or logical meaning for those values.


Yes. I think the values would just be accepted as a sort of natural fact about himself.

Quoting Adam's Off Ox
You seem to be supporting the nihilist's position.


Yes. I humorously consider myself a non-practicing nihilist. Which oddly enough is justifiable. The truth of nihilism refutes the notion of truth itself. Therefore, I have no reason to live according to my nihilistic belief. Basically I pretend that all the meaning I experience in life is factual, even though I know it’s fictional. Life is just an elaborate ARG that I choose to participate in.
Judaka July 18, 2020 at 16:51 #435588
Reply to BitconnectCarlos
What do you think morality is? A philosophical position? A psychopath is someone who just disagrees with normal philosophical stances people decided on?
BitconnectCarlos July 18, 2020 at 17:20 #435602
Reply to Judaka

We can talk about morality in different ways - one of which is as a philosophical concept. There's a ton of different ways to approach the topic.

No, psychopathy is a personality disorder characterized by lack of empathy and remorse as well as strong egoism. I certainly don't call people who disagree with normal philosophical stances psychopaths.
Azimuth July 18, 2020 at 17:28 #435603
I struggle with this concept too, pointless happiness, not for myself but for others. The daily pain I feel from losing someone to suicide ensures it is ever on my mind.
Meaningless life to one person, the world to another. Yet should you live your life for others if not for yourself?
Judaka July 18, 2020 at 18:19 #435614
Reply to BitconnectCarlos
Morality can be philosophised about - like anything but do you believe morality is a philosophical position, is that what morality is? Is it a belief that can be undermined by nihilism?
BitconnectCarlos July 18, 2020 at 19:49 #435637
Reply to Judaka

There's a multitude of philosophical beliefs about morality. Morality is just the topic. The existence of objective morality is a philosophical position that would be in opposition to moral nihilism.
Judaka July 18, 2020 at 20:14 #435640
Reply to BitconnectCarlos
Yes, but is morality nurtured by cultures and philosophy from nothing or is morality a component of human nature?

I am not sure morality is something that is undermined by nihilism, only many philosophies surrounding morality are.
BitconnectCarlos July 18, 2020 at 21:35 #435659
Reply to Judaka

By "morality" do you mean just any code of morals or... a good code of morals? Regardless, we definitely have physiological drives that inform moral behavior whether it's through an innate disgust of something or a warm feeling inside.

opt-ae July 20, 2020 at 09:16 #436004
I trade petty pleasure in this life for pain, in my effort to gain a greater afterlife from God; this is based on the opposite philosophy to pointlessness; I'm a constructivist.

On the one hand, I'm constructivist, and on the other, I'm nihilist.

If I was God, I would make sure that evil personalities never lived again(which is some people's, probably guilt-induced, ideology).

Where evil is concerned I'm nihilistic, but I think God is constructivist in both good and evil circumstances (i.e. you will live again but you will in discomfort if you are evil).

In a case where a good person doesn't want to live again, I think that's a fabricated outlook, as deep down there are impulses about living that they enjoy, such as: movement, sense, etc.