I have anxiety over the fact I might not exist
Do we exist? Was Descartes wrong?
How do I know if I think I exist if my thought of me existing might not even exist.
The chance of not existing is causing me huge anxiety... Am I real? Am I really thinking I am on this forum?
How can I live, if I even do, without doubting every thought that enters my head. And then doubting that too.
How do I know if I think I exist if my thought of me existing might not even exist.
The chance of not existing is causing me huge anxiety... Am I real? Am I really thinking I am on this forum?
How can I live, if I even do, without doubting every thought that enters my head. And then doubting that too.
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Doubting's one thing you do. Try doing something else for a bit.
If you need an academic argument, this should take your mind off doubting like that for a while!
You say probably. What happens if that's not true?What if I'm not feeling anxious because I actually don't exist? There may be a way to think things without 'I' existing?
Go eat something and find out?
But I could think I have eaten something and not have done. Equally, the 'I' that has eaten may be a character in a book and not real at all.
Can you apply the same level of doubt to what's making you doubt all this?
Help who?
But how wouud me believing I ate ascertain if it's certainly me existing. The thought may not be my own?
Descartes didn't even prove the 'I' exists in the cogito?
As if your imaginary friend is going to answer.
Third, your problem is actually something else. You might be afraid to be social. You might not know how you are going to make a living. You might have deep fears that you are not adequate in more mundane, less ontological, ways. Smart enough, strong enough, sexy enough....according to your own criteria or fears about what others rightly expect.
Philosophical obsessions are usually distractions - emphasis on the word obsession. Because as much anxiety as you are feeling about this issue, anxiety is not nearly as challeging as fear and anger and hopelessness related to real life and real people.
This may all seem rude. I didn't try to answer the question you presented.
But if I see someone not eating, ever, and withering away, I am not going to rush to try to answer their obsession with, for example,
Why is there something rather than nothing?
They may think that is the pressing issue, but it's not. They need food or an operation or some therapy. And then need to figure out why they aren't dealing with the lack of nutrition, but rather shifted to something impersonal and 'the answer.'
And yes, I can imagine someone saying 'but what's the point of being social if I don't exist?' and any of a number of counters to what I said above. Well, if you don't exist, it doesn't really matter what you do, for you, and actually it's a way of avoiding finding out what you want to do and all your fears around that.
The ongoing anxiety and mulling over you're maybe not existing is not a problem, per se, it is your solution. An activity that is a solution. Is it a good one, however?
It might be better to believe that a bundle of calcium rods wrapped in meat tape, holding up a glob of prejudiced fat all resisting the dispersing flow of entropy is enough to make you want to not exist.
This miracle is yucky on the days it isn't insufferably dull.
So...
You are an Australian Aboriginal?
Hey, if you don't exist, then you're not anxious at all because there's no you to suffer from anxiety. :point:
Don't forget to doubt your doubt.
There's no reason not to doubt your doubt exists.
Are you sure you have anxiety? Are you sure it's about that?
My long earlier post is suggesting an answer to the second question. That you shouldn't be sure it's about whether you exist and further that is, in fact, about other things.
Fundamentally, you can be wrong about anything - even about your existence no matter whether it makes logical sense or not since fundamentally even logic can be just all made up bullshit and failure. Many logical proofs in history have been considered absolute but have turned out to be false - including potentially everything you will hear here.
But think about the probabilities and your options. Whether or not logic or your existence is absolutely proven is irrelevant since it seems to be the best proven thing and even if you were wrong, your non-existence would make being wrong inconsequential.
So, stop being anxious because your feelings demand finality and absolute truths. This problem in your feelings is not a philosophical problem. You can feel unanxious whether you solve this philosophical problem or not.