Overwhelmed
Hello, I have just joined this site and I am 17 years old. I have been investing reality, or trying to, for some months now. The more I do it, the more I wish to do it. The main schools of thought that I have entertained thus far have been existentialism, nihilism, absurdism, and I have recently become vastly intrigued with epistemology. My reading is not broad, limited to Huxley, Camus, and Nietzsche. I understand that I must educate myself further, and that I have only viewed a parcel of a fraction of philosophical thought, but I can't conquer some ideas I have been pondering as of late.
I feel overwhelmed. I don't know how to go about things anymore. I can't educate myself to what I would consider a satisfactory extent, and I am not okay with that. I want the pure, unbridled truth. I don't think I'd be satisfied after hundreds, if not thousands of books, and I just can't manage that.
How do I go about studying as efficiently as possible? That's a massive question, I know, but any guidance is of great appreciation.
I feel overwhelmed. I don't know how to go about things anymore. I can't educate myself to what I would consider a satisfactory extent, and I am not okay with that. I want the pure, unbridled truth. I don't think I'd be satisfied after hundreds, if not thousands of books, and I just can't manage that.
How do I go about studying as efficiently as possible? That's a massive question, I know, but any guidance is of great appreciation.
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I'll start by saying that I used to approach philosophy much like you say here - a kind of desperate desire to 'know it all', to find the 'right way' that would settle all the questions and, as you say, find the 'pure, unbridled truth' of things. But if you study philosophy long enough, one of the things you learn - hopefully! - is that the world - or 'reality' - is interesting precisely because there's always 'more' of it. There's always something new, something novel that will challenge and call for your thought to be engaged: for you to put your noggin to work, as it were.
And what philosophy will teach you - if you can persevere long enough to get there - is a set of approaches to the world. A bunch of tools or lenses which you can put on and swap out when the need arises. And if you're really good, you might even be able to invent a couple of such tools for yourself. This is what all the best philosophers have done. Philosophy is meant to be put to work with the world, much like a hammer to a nail (one 'philosophizes with a hammer' as Nietzsche said).
Of course, the more you read, the more you study, and the more you write and talk, the more you'll refine those approaches. You'll learn not 'answers', necessarily, but - what is in my opinion far more important - how to ask the right questions, how to discover what is and is not significant about a problem. Philosophy is an art of questions (what Socrates called the 'dialectic'). And it's incredibly hard to ask good questions. So we devote an entire discipline to it: philosophy. When you start discriminating between questions, saying 'that's not a good one' or 'that's a good one', then you'll start to think like a philosopher. And this will prepare you for whatever you may come across, in all the world's diversity, so that you might think: a more fulfilling adventure than arriving at some static end-point of understanding.
I suggest somewhere along the line you take a little time for eastern philosophies. I find them much more in line with my own feeling for how the world works. Try the Tao Te Ching. It's the foundational source for a major philosophy and you can read it in an hour. That's an important intellectual lesson - you get as much credit for reading and easy, quick classic as you do a long, difficult one. Stephen Mitchell's translation is very accessible, although some will tell you it's not authentic. There are a lot of translations available on the web.
And don't forget this. It's from Kafka, it's important, and I try to use the quote at least twice a week:
You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait. Do not even wait, be quiet still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.
To summarize - you have to learn to trust your own judgment and understanding.
Is there any particular area you're into? I'm mainly into the philosophy of consciousness and pretty much stick to that.
Quoting NickP
Quoting NickP
Being 17 probably has something to do with your feeling overwhelmed. That's not a put down, by the way. I was 17 and overwhelmed a long time ago. Now I'm 73 and still overwhelmed.
"Existentialism, nihilism, absurdism" is as good an entry point as any.
The best advice I can offer is to avoid a direct attack on the mountain of books that make up the field.
Quoting tim wood
Good advice. Start with books about philosophy, a philosopher or a school of thought (like nihilism). There is absolutely nothing wrong with getting an overview of the whole field (500 BC to 2019) from the "history of philosophy made easy" kind of book or program.
In its beginning, philosophy was the most organized attempt to think carefully about the world. Of course, philosophers as such were never the only people thinking about how the world worked. In time, philosophy spawned science, and science with technology changed the world, and changed the field of philosophy.
I could blather on, but let me stop with this: you don't have to read it all, you don't have to believe it all. You will find what works for you.
You can't possibly fully digest it all in your lifetime though, so don't get bogged down feeling like you need to read absolutely everything chronologically. If you do that, you'll never read any recent thinkers. But it is essential that you get a pretty good sense of the larger historical landscape. You need to know what each philosopher was responding to and why. No philosopher is ahistorical. It also helps to have a sense of history in general, including especially political, religious, and scientific history, as it gives you some important context. All these thinkers and their ideas are situated in cultures which have certain worldviews, values, knowledge limitations, and so on.
Don't be too impatient. This is a lifelong journey. And don't expect to ever understand everything. You won't. Philosophy is largely concerned with the great questions that have no ready answers but are nevertheless very much worth asking and thinking at length about. Often it is about better appreciating the great questions and their unanswerability. What is clearly answerable usually breaks out of philosophy and becomes something like science. And don't get too settled on any positions. Allow your views to flex and evolve as you take more and more in.
I'd advise you to resist the tendency to form and then just defend a hard philosophic identity, a trap many fall into. Don't join the tribes on the sides of the various warring divides. Don't adopt labels for yourself, like "I am an x-ist." Remain open. As soon as you think you know and have the right answers and start thinking the opposition stupid, evil, or whatever, the spirit of philosophy has likely died in you. It dies in most. Many, you might find, are defending their identities, personal and tribal, or are just trying to prove themselves most intelligent. And most have questionable psychological motivations for attaching strongly to certain positions. This nonsense has nothing to do with real philosophy. Fight to maintain some open-mindedness and a spirit of wonder and interest in the truth rather than the protection of your ego. It isn't about you winning an argument and showing the other person to be wrong and less smart, even though that's what it ends up being about for many. If your interlocutor shows you a real flaw in your thinking, try not to take it personally. Take it as a gift. This person is helping you to correct your thinking, to bring your mind more closely into conformity with the truth. Ideally, an argument or dialogue should improve the understanding and clarity of thought in the minds of both parties.
There are many decent overviews out there. I enjoyed The Story of Philosophy by Will Durant. The Dream of Reason, by Gottlieb, was decent if I remember right. I also liked Russell's overview. These three are available in audiobook form, which I like, as I can listen and hike or drive or do mindless chores like cleaning. The primary material is better read in print with full attention though.
My college Intro to Philosophy text, The Philosophical Journey, by Lawhead, wasn't too bad.
I think it essential that you read at least the major dialogues of Plato early in your explorations, including The Republic. Along with a basic overview or two, I'd start there.
And it probably wouldn't hurt to look early on specifically into critical thinking, learning about the various fallacies and whatnot.
And what thinkers you should pay most attention to depends on what areas of philosophy you are most interested in. Are you mostly concerned with the nature of reality, matter, mind, the limits of knowability and so on? Or is your interest more about ethics and the social and political? Don't completely ignore any of these though, as they tie together to some degree. It is probably best at first just to get a solid overview and then follow your interest.
Enjoy the journey! Philosophy is a wonderful world to explore. Most importantly, don't be impatient. This is a long, thoughtful walk you are starting. And there is no clear destination. And reading most of these thinkers will require much patience, care, and attention. Don't rush your reading. Works of philosophy are for close reading and a savoring of the questions and ideas and even the occasionally great writing. Take notes even. Summarize your thoughts on what you've read. Don't rush from one thing to the next. Never is it about getting to the end. And it isn't about racking up a list of big books that you've "read", with which to impress yourself or others.
I am worried this will stress you out more, but these thoughts actually relax me in these situations:
You only want the pure, unbridled truth in the field of philosophy? What about math? Astronomy? Biology? Physics? Engineering? Wouldn't a perfect understanding of ALL philosophy require a perfect understanding of ALL subjects?
I admire your intellect and ambition (I am lacking in both categories). Just relax a little :smile:
If you're super interested in something, a book, a topic, make notes, write on here. It helps the material to stick, and it helps you explore it.
I am aware of Eastern philosophy, about Alan Watts and such connecting it to the West, but I have yet to take a deeper look, something that I definitely intend to do. Taoism seems intriguing to some extent, too, funnily enough being specifically applicable to my situation - accepting that I can't be as informed as I perhaps wish to be. Thanks
But the best place to start is with what has left you dissatisfied. If you're looking for the truth you've already realized that certain ways of looking at the world don't satisfy. It helps sometimes, imo, to look at the failures of explanation and try to figure out why they failed. What were you asking that was answered poorly, and why was that a bad answer? It's a good starting point because you already have it.
You mentioned epistemology. What draws you to that in in particular?
I would recommend reading Sartre, but it is a rather daunting task. You've kind of got to read Heidegger first, and while I get the gist of Heidegger, I honestly just can't pay enough attention to really understand Heidegger. Being and Nothingness is incredibly boring, but it is the book to recommend with the set of interests you have already mentioned. Don't feel like you're in over your head when you read it. No one really pays enough attention to actually understand Sartre. Who knows if he was really right about anything anyways? Negation is probably just a facet of thought and not the central crux to thinking. The chapter on "bad faith" is really good, though. I actually think that he takes too much of a leaf from Heidegger in adopting his concept of authenticity, but you should come to your own conclusions. I may just read that and Nausea, which I honestly haven't read myself.
"The pure, unbridled truth" is what you want but you read people like Nietzsche? Philosophy is more like orientating yourself in an immaterial world than it is finding solid ground. Existentialism, nihilism and absurdism contain truths but they're mostly perspectives and interpretations. If you reevaluate your understanding of "the truth" then you will perhaps find some relief with a more realistic purpose.