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Self Inquiry

Albert Keirkenhaur August 29, 2016 at 16:59 10300 views 42 comments
Who are you..?

I seriously love this exercise. Lets see if we can get somewhere here homies.
When you are asked "who are you?" or you ask yourself, you immediately start running into a lot of 'obviousness' when it comes to answers. You arrive to conclusions at first like

  • Well, I'm the body.But you're not. Like Alan Watts had said, "you mean to tell me you know exactly how to control all those rods and cones in your eye?"[list]
  • Well, i'm the mind


So you know exactly how to keep neurons active and firing and regulate countless bodily functions at once..?

  • Well, I'm the willpower behind the scenes, back there somewhere in my consciousness.


So, you're completely separate from your environment in that you are this thing that is in a very unique position as to manipulate the surrounding world and act on will? Aren't other people just like that? You can't control their actions any more than you can control a dust devil on mars. Same with our own.

Comments (42)

m-theory August 29, 2016 at 17:01 #18476
I am the universe becoming self aware.
Albert Keirkenhaur August 29, 2016 at 17:17 #18478
Albert Keirkenhaur August 29, 2016 at 17:17 #18479
Reply to m-theory It's really amazing. The iron in our blood was literally forged inside a dying star billions of years ago
Baden August 29, 2016 at 17:26 #18481
Reply to Albert Keirkenhaur Well, it's certainly very easy to demonstrate that we are not always (if ever) a unified whole, that is that the word "I" itself can be misleading and so too the question, "Who are you"? (when "you" is meant in the singular). It's perfectly rational, for example, to say "I am hungry" (i.e. express a desire to eat something) but at the same time to say "But I don't want to eat because it will make me fat" (i.e. express a desire to be physical attractive / healthy). In other words we can desire to eat and desire to not eat simultaneously without fear of contradiction because we are modular beings; we are made up of drives that all compete to be the "I" that acts. And maybe human consciousness is just what happens when an animal develops an advanced mechanism to deal with these competing drives. So, if you ask "Who are you?" I might say something like "I am a conglomerate of competing drives that expresses itself in the singular only as a matter of convenience". (I mean I might say that unless I was anywhere other than a philosophy forum. :) )
Hanover August 29, 2016 at 17:39 #18482
If someone asks me who I am, I tell them my Social Security number (345-90-7843), date of birth (6/27/66), bank account number (Wells Fargo 392820411) and my account password (BadenRocks).
Baden August 29, 2016 at 17:52 #18483
Quoting Hanover
and my account password (BadenRocks)


Surely, "BadensRocks" would be closer to the bone. O:)
Albert Keirkenhaur August 29, 2016 at 17:58 #18485
Often I try and picture myself from an outside perspective. Like an invisible spectator. And when I do that I realize that I just continue moving. It's not a vision or anything like that at all, but imagining seeing yourself from an external perspective you see that you're continuing to walk or talk while 'observing' yourself. You realize that you are a function of existence, and not a subjective manipulator.
ArguingWAristotleTiff August 29, 2016 at 20:18 #18497
Quoting Hanover
If someone asks me who I am, I tell them my Social Security number (345-90-7843), date of birth (6/27/66), bank account number (Wells Fargo 392820411) and my account password (BadenRocks).

Would you PLEASE stop using my Social Security #!

unenlightened August 29, 2016 at 21:13 #18510
Quoting m-theory
I am the universe becoming self aware.


Quoting Albert Keirkenhaur
bingo


I am the universe becoming pissed. Which is probably why I don't remember putting those two posts up in, for some reason, a pair of different names.

This my polite way of calling bullshit and hubris. 'The universe' is an identification, which is to say an ego label, but with the pretentiousness to claim that it is 'reality'. No, mate, you do not speak for the universe, you are not aware for the universe. You don't even do it for the little bit writing this grumpy post.
Albert Keirkenhaur August 29, 2016 at 22:05 #18532
Reply to unenlightened
You're saying that the universe is an exaggeration/fabrication of ego?
mcdoodle August 29, 2016 at 22:05 #18534
I'm the universe
& I'm ok
I'm me all night
& I'm I all day...
Mongrel August 29, 2016 at 22:40 #18546
Quoting mcdoodle
I'm the universe
& I'm ok
I'm me all night
& I'm I all day...


:)

BC August 29, 2016 at 23:30 #18565
I'm the urban spaceman, baby; I've got speed
I've got everything I need
I'm the urban spaceman, baby; I can fly
I'm a supersonic guy

As stated in the testimony of the Bonzo Dog Doo Dah Band.
Hoo August 30, 2016 at 02:04 #18583
Wayfarer August 30, 2016 at 02:45 #18586
We are stardust, We are golden
We are billion year old carbon
And we got to get ourselves
Back to the garden


~ Joni Mitchell, 'Woodstock'
unenlightened August 30, 2016 at 09:49 #18605
Quoting Albert Keirkenhaur
You're saying that the universe is an exaggeration/fabrication of ego?


The universe is the universe. A plastic bag is the universe becoming a container, and a pile of horse shit is the universe becoming aromatic. Every-damn-thing is the universe being that thing. So the claim amounts to nothing more than the claim to be self-aware. But not so self- aware, it seems, as to see the vacuity of the claim.
Mongrel August 30, 2016 at 11:48 #18615
Quoting unenlightened
But not so self- aware, it seems, as to see the vacuity of the claim.


If you're everyone and everything, you're no one and nothing.

The folly of arrogance is best explained by the most arrogant one among us.

I am the universe spouting aphorisms.
unenlightened August 30, 2016 at 11:50 #18616
Quoting Mongrel
The folly of arrogance is best explained by the most arrogant one among us.


I'll toss you for the title.
Baden August 30, 2016 at 11:55 #18617
He's not the universe, he's a very naughty boy!

(That goes for all of you)
Mongrel August 30, 2016 at 12:07 #18618
Quoting unenlightened
I'll toss you for the title.


Proof is in the pudding. Arrogance is the sail on a boat. Unfurl it in the wind and you'll go places you couldn't have otherwise. Unfurl it at the wrong time and you'll find yourself crashed on the rocks.

Don't look to the humble to educate you about timing. They don't know and they never will.
Hoo August 31, 2016 at 01:39 #18690
Reply to Mongrel

[quote=Mongrel]I am the universe spouting aphorisms.[/quote]

That's an awesome line. Just sayin'
Mongrel August 31, 2016 at 01:45 #18691
Reply to Hoo For some reason it reminds me of "I am Jack's raging bile duct."
Hoo August 31, 2016 at 02:00 #18692
Reply to Mongrel
It has the same tone, but it's deeper. It includes that old but beautiful thought that we are the way that the universe looks at itself, its eyes and ears -- and without which nothing.
Mongrel August 31, 2016 at 02:13 #18696
hunterkf5732 September 01, 2016 at 18:34 #18965
Reply to unenlightened Quoting unenlightened
A plastic bag is the universe becoming a container, and a pile of horse shit is the universe becoming aromatic. Every-damn-thing is the universe being that thing.


This just seems majestically misguided.

Many would say that every damn thing is an element of the set of damn things that make up the universe.You seem to be claiming the exact opposite.

Answer then,the following question: If the universe is both the equivalent of a plastic bag,and the equivalent of a pile of horse shit,then would you say that a pile of horse shit is equivalent to a plastic bag?

( B=A and B=C imply A=C)
Ciceronianus September 01, 2016 at 20:33 #18976
I am a cowboy on the boat of Ra.

Also the walrus, when not on the boat of Ra.

unenlightened September 01, 2016 at 21:02 #18982

Quoting hunterkf5732
This just seems majestically misguided.


I entirely agree. It is intended as a reductio ad absurdum of the quoted and applauded "I am the universe becoming self aware."
andrewk September 01, 2016 at 23:29 #19006
I'll stick my head above the parapet and defend the 'Plastic bag is the universe becoming a container' or 'I am the universe becoming self-aware' epigrams.

I find such statements meaningful within the context of process metaphysics. Under that approach, the universe is one gigantic process and any object or phenomenon is what the universe is doing in that place and time.

So one cannot reduce it to 'the plastic bag is the pile of horse manure' because the plastic bag is what the universe is doing here, now, and the pile of manure is what the universe is doing there, then. I am the universe being self-awarehere, and Un is the universe being self-aware there, and this keyboard is the universe being self-unaware (or not, depending on whether I want to mix my panpsychic leanings in with this) below the ends of my fingers.

I find this approach coherent and strangely satisfying, but I fully understand that many people feel it is a load of New Age baloney.
unenlightened September 02, 2016 at 08:52 #19072
Quoting andrewk
So one cannot reduce it to 'the plastic bag is the pile of horse manure'


One can however reduce it to the plastic bag is a container, horse manure smells, and I am self aware with no loss of meaning and even more satisfaction.
Mongrel September 02, 2016 at 10:04 #19074
Reply to unenlightened The whole is in the part. Not a new idea. Not threatening. And not any more bizarre sounding that some of the stuff you have appeared to say... claims of not existing at all coming from your direction and what not...
andrewk September 02, 2016 at 11:34 #19088
Reply to unenlightened I believe you. And for me*, the greater satisfaction comes from viewing the different phenomena as parts of a whole. It's a lucky thing that there are so many different metaphysics around. There's one to appeal to (almost) everyone.

* D'you see what I did there? I'm trying out this 'and' instead of 'but' thing. It seems rather contrived to me, but I think I should give it a fair go because it seems that maybe there's an appealing principle behind it.
unenlightened September 02, 2016 at 13:30 #19102
Quoting Mongrel
claims of not existing at all coming from your direction and what not...


I don't remember that, have you a quote?
unenlightened September 02, 2016 at 13:50 #19110
Quoting andrewk
And for me*, the greater satisfaction comes from viewing the different phenomena as parts of a whole. It's a lucky thing that there are so many different metaphysics around.


I'm all aboard with everything being connected. 'Each thing is everything being that thing' is a fine and dandy way of understanding everything, but it is superfluous to mention it whenever one talks about a particular thing. In the case in hand it is in particular misleading, because even accepting that awareness ( distinguished from its contents) is universally the same, that is precisely what is not being reflected upon in self inquiry, but the particularity: which is to say the contents of awareness, i.e. the self. If I am the universe being aware, and you are the universe being aware, how come we are not aware of each other's awareness but only of our own? So the metaphysic you espouse fails to explain the phenomenon in question, but the gloss being given misleads one into thinking that it does.
Mongrel September 02, 2016 at 14:26 #19120
Reply to unenlightened No. I guess I must have misunderstood. You aren't silly enough to tell people that you're an illusion.
andrewk September 02, 2016 at 22:50 #19159
Reply to unenlightened First let me say that this is a topic that really interests me, so although it may look like I'm arguing, I'm actually trying to explore the notion in the only way I have available (other than solitary reflection) which is dialogue.

What you've written there is very similar to what I sometimes say to myself. Often the 'everything is a manifestation of the one' vibe - which I first picked up a few years ago influenced partly by Alan Watts - is helpful to me, but sometimes it just seems silly.

The trouble is that, when I then try to get all hard-headed and rationalist about it and address what you call 'the case in hand', expecting to find a solid question that is amenable to rational consideration, I find that there is no clear question. Looking back at the OP, we see the question 'who are you'. When I try to approach this in a rational way, I only ever end up with trivial, reductionist answers - answers such as 'this sequence of episodes of consciousness' or 'this body'.

So when I am in that mode, I end up giving up, and concluding that there is no satisfying answer to be had via a rational approach to the question. I suppose that is because the question is so poorly defined. It is a mantra rather than a formal inquiry. But if it is a mantra, and there is no rationally precise answer to be had, then perhaps there is no information to be lost in offering a response that omits distinctions.

I wonder, is there any way of interpreting the question that allows an answer, but not just one that is either trivial and reductionist, or mystically holistic? If those are the only two choices, I will usually opt for mystically holistic, but being a lifelong rationalist, I could not resist a more rational answer if I could see one that was nontrivial - one that 'explains the phenomenon' as you rather elegantly put it.
unenlightened September 03, 2016 at 10:58 #19225
Quoting andrewk
First let me say that this is a topic that really interests me, so although it may look like I'm arguing, I'm actually trying to explore the notion in the only way I have available (other than solitary reflection) which is dialogue.


I could have written exactly this, myself; we are of one mind. But I have been rather hard on the mystical expressions in this thread; I hope I can explain why.

It seems to me that there are two possibilities in the case of someone who makes the claim, "I am the the universe...'. The first is that it is an ego identification - a theoretical construct that one adopts as one might adopt 'I am a great leader', or 'I am an introvert', or whatever. In such a case one remains, to put it simply, self-centered. One talks the talk of oneness, but walks the walk of ego, accumulating for oneself the kudos of superior awareness and the fleet of rolls-royces of your average guru.

The dangers of sustaining such a contradiction, that I have mentioned earlier are that it leads one into speaking for the universe and sometimes into imagining magical powers of mind reading and influence, manifesting as the dreadful 'law of attraction' for example.

The other possibility is that one experiences a genuine feeling of unity with the universe. In such a case, (and this is a matter of logic - I am not speaking from experience) one must have the same care and affection for others as one has for one's own limbs. If you and I are indeed one, then I must inevitably and literally love my neighbour as myself.

I have just articulated an ideal of identity, which a thoughtful person might find attractive - I want to be that. And that thought leads towards the first possibility, not the second. So that is why I am rather hard-line about this; it is not just a matter of having a pleasant notion of the oneness of the universe, but a total transformation of experience and behaviour. Otherwise the truth of the thing is betrayed, and it becomes an ugly and dangerous lie.
Mongrel September 03, 2016 at 13:21 #19232
Reply to unenlightened

Open your eyes. Look at what you have to accept about yourself to simply claim your humanity. If the Holocaust doesn't challenge you enough... I've got a history of Russia for ya. Six holocausts in a row.

If your soul is pristine enough that you can throw stones.... Be as hard line as you like. You have nothing to teach about unity.

unenlightened September 03, 2016 at 14:48 #19234
Reply to Mongrel Indeed, I am the universe annihilating the opposition. Not quite so attractive an identity.
Cavacava September 03, 2016 at 17:35 #19248
If no moment has any intrinsic (any objective value), over any other moment, then the only difference is the value I give to one moment in relation to the next. I continually and repeatedly try to dominate my experiences, which are in them self indomitable, I think my self arises out of the dialectic of this process, whose abode is language.
Mongrel September 03, 2016 at 18:23 #19253
Reply to unenlightened Point was that Krishna isn't necessarily friendly. 'I am Time: destroyer of worlds. No matter what you do, Arjuna, the men before you are bound to die.'

I wouldn't use the love your neighbor test on that.

hunterkf5732 September 03, 2016 at 18:38 #19257
Reply to Cavacava Quoting Cavacava
I think my self arises out of the dialectic of this process, whose abode is language


Are you saying that language is a necessity for the presence of your self?
Cavacava September 03, 2016 at 18:55 #19262
Reply to hunterkf5732

Yes, language enables the self. What we learn and, how we value our experiences, how we conceptualize what we experience would not be possible without language. While language is not thought it is constitutive of thought.