How would you endure most insane prolonged boredom ever possible?
I have chronic pain and cfs last 6 years, I can't even watch tv shows/play pc games, as it is boring me to the point as watching a wall no joke! Only thing which can cure my boredom is philosophy/science. But my condition won't better in 2-4 years likely! Even if it was an year, which probably be longer (if you know how bad my condition is)... So I Am stuck whole day watching a wall! It won't get better likely years from now (even if I did everything perfectly from now on, which I won't...)!!! But how is one to endure such torturing boredom for years? So it wouldn't be enough I have also existential boredom, I Am just waiting to die, but I want to improve society anyway I can (it is complicated)... Imagine having depression not feeling anything only pain and despair and existential boredom and to it chronic pain cfs: it is like someone stuck you into tube with bayonets and push you through it... I have so insane pain in my brain like someone was pulling barbed wire back and forth...
I need to go sleep every day at the same time, but I keep bedtime procrastinating from pure boredom, because at night I Am tired and I already saw best stuff and now I can't do anything. I get insane pain in head like brain zaps, burning, crawling... Liek my brain was rotting! And I keep deferring even 500 times from going to sleep from like 11PM to 3-8AM...
At this point I need torture resistance techniques for boredom, but I can't find anything right now! I can't find even damn forums about torture... Anyone has ideas how to endure such terrible torture????
Please on point, you don't understand what the problem is...
I need to go sleep every day at the same time, but I keep bedtime procrastinating from pure boredom, because at night I Am tired and I already saw best stuff and now I can't do anything. I get insane pain in head like brain zaps, burning, crawling... Liek my brain was rotting! And I keep deferring even 500 times from going to sleep from like 11PM to 3-8AM...
At this point I need torture resistance techniques for boredom, but I can't find anything right now! I can't find even damn forums about torture... Anyone has ideas how to endure such terrible torture????
Please on point, you don't understand what the problem is...
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This is depression -- clinical. You should try to see a therapist.
This is actually being stuck at home and not being able to do anything that would seem interesting to you more than watching a wall... You don't understand, I Am used to it...
I have often thought that boredom covers many other emotions, depression being one, but not the only possibility. Generally, I haven't experienced boredom too much because I love reading and listening to music. However, for the last few months I have felt like I have come to a dead end or stagnation, which is a bit similar to boredom. I find that if I stay at home, but it may be that you are not well enough to go out. Many people complain of boredom if they stay at home too much, so it is best not to beat yourself up about it.
It is something that you enjoy philosophy. I don't know how I would have coped with lockdown if it hadn't been for this forum.
I see you still been dealing with "chicken shit", but perhaps you enjoy it. :-)
Quoting 180 Proof
In this context, 'leisure' (without unpacking the word's faceted meaning but using it per its popular usage) will be a better word instead of boredom, don't you think?
You will remember but so others don't misunderstand, the "chicken shit" joke can be seen here
Ah, sounds like you must be having a blonde moment. Any thoughts on the question i asked above?
Mmmmmmmm yummy. Virtues of the flowers.
If your reaction is - that's woo woo bullcrap - rest assured, there's nothing supernatural about it. There's a neuroscience behind it. And it can give you some peace.
*Gentleness is key - if you're not being gentle with your mind, you'll never get it.
Animals at the zoo at times show signs of boredom: from pacing to all-day half-naps. Poor beasts.
[quote=The Conquest of Happiness]We are less bored than our ancestors were, but we are more afraid of boredom. We have come to know, or rather to believe, that boredom is not part of the natural lot of man, but can be avoided by a sufficiently vigorous pursuit of excitement.[/quote]
Be that Queen, that Witch. :fire: :heart: :fire:
One can live either an inspired life or a bored life. An inspired life is possible. But I think there will always be moments of boredom.
Quoting 180 Proof
Inspiration not excitement.
One thing aspiritualists like Russell forget: prayer - even to Captain Unknown - the Flying Spaghetti Monster's transparent sibling* - and meditation can create a life of inspiration.
*A la Pascal's wager and with the intellectual innocence of a child. :fire: :heart: :fire:
(No delusion here just a toying with an unknown. Accepting an unknown as an unknown instead of playing the fool: The fool hath said in his heart, There is no God. - I get that it's the fashion, but how can this be known?)
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