Shattered dreams and dead personas.

I need people to know that the gender stuff is pretty over with. Just can't do it anymore, not allowed, international criminal on account of it for unbelievable reasons.

People thought it meant I was into boys, even though no one that actually knows me, or anything about me thinks that, and all I have is stalkers. So, I have to drop that because it brings all the unwanted attention, and makes people hate me.

Yeah, people think it causes confusion, thus songs like dragula, and born this way. So, accused of fraud, and shit like that... it's crazy.

See, there isn't even a mistake being made, and many know it. Like the song beautiful trauma, or cigarette daydreams, or "I left my scarf at your sisters place", for strangles when they're gone. Which is why things turn purple in the first song. It's cloths trading, which is something I like to do, and was interested in the ones that also seemed into that.

So, yeah, tons and tons of people pissed off at me, but all stalkers, trying to figure me out, and not actually asked anything for clarity... but yeah. Really tried to keep it, and not be destroyed by the pressure, but I really can't, just because people will become confused, and it will be something I can't do anything about.

The moon is just friends, and sun is lovers, as well... not supposed to howl at it. But yeah, gonna remain in hiding till this blows over. I'm pretty damaged from the endless hunting of me, but I hold the hope that they'll find a new worst enemy sometime soon.

This wouldn't have happened, but got zenomorphed, titan mother murdered... or at least the attempt, which, due to the pressure of, enraged me, and made me in a state so I confronted people. Certain people don't know the difference between mom and dad, and attempted to kill my mother rather than father to replace. Or the girl side, and not the boy side... so also have some alien tendencies, in the sense that my sensibilities are confused and troublesome.

So much insanity in the world... the unbelievably confused spreading infections.