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Why am I me?

Ori February 01, 2021 at 00:55 8475 views 55 comments
Today I got drunk at a pizzaria with my family and I went to the bathroom and had a sort of existential epiphany. I don't know why I'm me. Why this consciousness that is observing itself going to the bathroom is my current self. This is the same self that is writing this discussion. Who am I and what is my experience? Why am I this? I know all of you are conscious but you're not me. So why am I me?

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Gus Lamarch February 01, 2021 at 00:56 #495358
Quoting Ori
Today I got drunk


Quoting Ori
had a sort of existential epiphany


It was not one.
Ori February 01, 2021 at 00:59 #495360
Reply to Gus Lamarch move along dude
Gus Lamarch February 01, 2021 at 01:03 #495362
Quoting Ori
move along dude


Sorry if I unmasked your false epiphany and showed you it was just the effects of alcohol acting on your mind.

You don't know how I got interested in the topic when I first read the title. But it is difficult to start an argument and take it seriously when your first words are a description of your misuse of high amounts of alcohol.

This is not philosophy, but the delusion of someone under the influence of drugs...
Bartricks February 01, 2021 at 01:08 #495364
Reply to Ori Quoting Ori
I went to the bathroom and had a sort of existential epiphany.


I hope you cleaned it up.

Quoting Ori
So why am I me?


Are you asking why you exist? I mean, if you exist then you're bound to be you. So I can only assume that you are asking why you exist.

Well, by the light of reason we can know that all things that exist have either been caused to exist, or they exist uncaused.

So now you know that you have either been caused to exist or you have not been caused to exist. If the former, then your question has an answer. If the latter, then it does not and is ill formed.

As you will recognise if you reflect, you are not divisible. There can be no such thing as 'half' of you. You are whole and indivisible.

Well, if you are indivisible then you have reason to believe that you have not been created, for you have no ingredients that are not you. The ingredients of you, is you alone. Thus there is nothing from which you could have been created.

You can know this by another route as well. Again, if you listen to your reason it will tell you that you have free will. And it will tell you as well that you would not have free will if you were the creation of alien forces, for then you would not be responsible for anything you did or thought.

Thus, your reason tells you, if you care to listen to it, that you are not the creation of alien forces.

So, you have not been caused to exist and thus your question "why am I me?" is confused as it presupposes that you have bene caused to exist.

Enjoy your pizza!
Ori February 01, 2021 at 01:09 #495366
Reply to Gus Lamarch Everything under the human experience constitutes philosophy. Drugs or not, a real philosopher would absolutely face first gobble up any opportunity to face a question like this. Good day sir.
Ori February 01, 2021 at 01:12 #495369
Reply to Bartricks I think your argument encompasses the idea that "I am God" with I being each one of us.
counterpunch February 01, 2021 at 01:12 #495370
Because you are not a bat!
Bartricks February 01, 2021 at 01:14 #495371
Reply to Ori Your thought is incorrect. I don't think you're God and you don't either (I hope) and nothing in what I said implied you were God. What I said showed you that you exist uncaused. That is, nothing brought you into being. Thus the question 'what brought into being a thing that was not brought into being' is confused.
Gus Lamarch February 01, 2021 at 01:16 #495374
Quoting Ori
a real philosopher


Subjectiveness at its best!

When you less expect, you'll be creating a religion...

Next time, do not post "pseudophilosophy" and then maybe we can discuss. Good day/night.
Ori February 01, 2021 at 01:28 #495380
Reply to Bartricks Interesting but if my existence is uncaused... Why do I let someone who forced his religion on me rule my life? Because I'm afraid he'll hurt me if I disagree with him... Why is that my existence? I don't care about his god
Bartricks February 01, 2021 at 01:31 #495381
Reply to Ori You ask why you're you. That's not a coherent question unless you mean by it "why do I exist?" I then explained why that question only makes sense on the assumption that you have been created. I then showed you in two ways how, by rational reflection, you can see that you have not been created and thus that your question is misplaced.

Now you are suddenly asking me about God and religion, but I am not sure why.
Joshs February 01, 2021 at 01:40 #495390
Reply to Ori Quoting Ori
Why this consciousness that is observing itself going to the bathroom is my current self.


Dan Zahavi is among a group of philosophers who believe that there is a subjectively personal aspect of experiencing. Referencing Nagel’s argument that there is something it is like to be a conscious entity, Zahavi insists that consciousness of anything always includes a dimension of ‘for-meness’. In attempting to account for the subjective dimension of awareness,
Zahavi argues that the for-meness of consciousness in its most primordial form manifests as a self-affecting pre-reflective minimal self-awareness. All conscious experiences are essentially characterized by having a
subjective ‘feel’ to them, that is, a certain quality of ‘what it is like. He contrasts this subjective self-experience
with the apprehension of objects.
Ori February 01, 2021 at 01:42 #495392
Reply to Bartricks Why am I me means, why am I this person as opposed to being any one of 7 billion plus human beings on earth? Out of everyone I was born here as this person. It's mysterious that I'm not anyone else. I don't know why this is the being that I am.
Joshs February 01, 2021 at 01:48 #495398
Reply to Ori Quoting Ori
It's mysterious that I'm not anyone else.


What would it mean to believe that you are someone else:
‘I am someone other than myself’.

What are you really asking about, the arbitrariness of identity? Why is there arbitrariness?
Ori February 01, 2021 at 01:54 #495401
Reply to Joshs everyone else can't be me. They don't see how I see or think what I think. At the same time I can't experience how anyone else perceives life in this way. Why is it that way?
Raul February 01, 2021 at 01:55 #495402
Quoting Ori
Today I got drunk


:lol:
Joshs February 01, 2021 at 01:59 #495405
Reply to Ori You can complicate the picture by thinking about those with multiple personality disorder , who are a number of different personalities. And what about your memories of you as a 10 year old? When you see videos of that person, do you see them as the same person you are now or as someone else ? Also, are you really the same self from minute to minute? On the other hand, aren’t there noematic t s with someone you’re really close to where you think the same thought and feel the same way?
And what about all the ways your thinking is bound to your culture? If you and a friend travel to a complete different culture you begin to seem all most like one person compares to how different you both are compared to me the way people think in that other culture.
Bartricks February 01, 2021 at 02:00 #495406
Reply to Ori Why are giraffes?
Ori February 01, 2021 at 02:06 #495408
Reply to Joshs I'm definitely always me. I'm always the same self. But I'm curious why that is. Why was I born a boy of a specific family? Why wasn't I born another species of animal? I don't know about the other question. I don't have any videos of me as a 10 year old but I have pictures of childhood. I hardly remember being that kid but at the same time I do. I'm constantly changing.
Present awareness February 01, 2021 at 02:19 #495417
The reason I am me is because everyone else is taken.
Jack Cummins February 01, 2021 at 11:43 #495551
Reply to Ori
One thought that I have around your question is the whole way in which the child begins to differentiate self from others in childhood. Research suggests that this is a core aspect of development prior to identity formation.

I also wonder how different the sense of 'me' is to the sense of 'I'. The main difference seems to be that 'me' is about reference to oneself as a being whereas the 'I' is more about observer consciousness.

Your question is perhaps another angle on the classic one, who am I?
bert1 February 01, 2021 at 11:52 #495553
Quoting Gus Lamarch
This is not philosophy, but the delusion of someone under the influence of drugs...


It is philosophy and it's not a delusion.

Quoting Bartricks
Are you asking why you exist?


No he isn't. He's asking why he is this one rather than some other one.

Quoting Jack Cummins
Your question is perhaps another angle on the classic one, who am I?


He's not asking that one either I don't think.



Heracloitus February 01, 2021 at 12:07 #495557
Reply to Joshs

[quote="Deleuze and Guattari, APT" ]The two of us wrote Anti-Oedipus together. Since each of us was several, there was already quite a crowd.[/quote]
khaled February 01, 2021 at 12:53 #495571
This seems like one of those questions like “Why is there something rather than nothing” or “Why does gravity exist” etc. A dead end with no answer. It’s just the case.
unenlightened February 01, 2021 at 13:28 #495578
Quoting Ori
I don't know why I'm me


Everybody's got to be someone, and I guess you just got the short straw. It's sheer bad luck.
Ori February 01, 2021 at 13:36 #495580
Reply to unenlightened No no no I don't dislike the fact that I'm me. It's not a dread of being me that I feel. I just wanna know more about this existence
Outlander February 01, 2021 at 13:39 #495582
Reply to Ori

And what if you did. You'd be bored of it already. Enjoy the mystery. There's really only two mainstream possibilities anyway, you either earned it (be it a reward or punishment) or it's just a random series of events of no real purpose. Can't go wrong with enjoying the mystery.
unenlightened February 01, 2021 at 13:52 #495586
Reply to Ori I was teasing. But if you were so fortunate as to be me, you would understand that whomsoever you might be, you could ask the equivalent question, in this case, 'why is Ori unenlightened?'

It's a question that proposes itself to the mind in all seriousness, but as others have hinted, it actually has no meaning, because there is no conceivable answer that would satisfy. Why is one lump of clay a brick, and another lump a vase? there is no reason, because clay can take any shape.

It's not even a mystery.

bert1 February 01, 2021 at 14:04 #495594
Quoting unenlightened
Why is one lump of clay a brick, and another lump a vase?


That's a different question and much more easily answerable. There can be an explanation in terms of prior causes, a historical story.

EDIT: Whereas if we tell Ori's historical story, he can just say "But why am I this historical story and not another one?"
bongo fury February 01, 2021 at 14:05 #495596
Why do linguistic animals think they are each two things instead of one?

Outlander February 01, 2021 at 14:13 #495598
Reply to bongo fury

"There are many bodies, one consciousness" - Anonymous
frank February 01, 2021 at 14:16 #495599
Quoting unenlightened
Everybody's got to be someone, and I guess you just got the short straw. It's sheer bad luck.


Grace comes from adversity though. Unless it kills you.
unenlightened February 01, 2021 at 14:17 #495600
Reply to bongo fury That's a much more interesting question. I think it's something like this:

You know those town centre maps that have a label stuck on, "you are here."? These days sat-nav on phones probably does the same job. But when you weren't looking at the static map, you weren't there, so it was always true when you saw it.

"I'm there", says the linguistic animal; "I'm like that". A confusion of map and territory - of word and thing.
Gus Lamarch February 01, 2021 at 22:28 #495767
Quoting bert1
It is philosophy and it's not a delusion.


It is only philosophy when you're fully conscious, otherwise, is mysticism or anything other than philosophy...
litewave February 01, 2021 at 22:51 #495779
Quoting Ori
So why am I me?


Do you also wonder why number two is number two instead of, say, number three?
Luke February 01, 2021 at 23:00 #495783
Quoting Ori
So why am I me?


Because nobody else wanted to be you.
bert1 February 01, 2021 at 23:55 #495811
Reply to Gus Lamarch What do you mean? You're not allowed to have insights when drunk?
bert1 February 01, 2021 at 23:56 #495813
Quoting litewave
Do you also wonder why number two is number two instead of, say, number three?


I suspect not, as that is an entirely different issue.
Gus Lamarch February 02, 2021 at 00:05 #495814
Quoting bert1
What do you mean? You're not allowed to have insights when drunk?


Philosophy is only philosophy if reflected in a conscience that is counscious and fully aware of its existence. Any kind of mental stimulation induced by toxic and hallucinogenic products is not of a philosophical character as they were not conceived of the "self" own initiative.
bert1 February 02, 2021 at 00:09 #495816
Reply to Gus Lamarch I don't agree but in any case, the insight has stayed with Ori after he has sobered up. It's very odd to stipulate conditions which must obtain before philosophy can be done, even odder to not consider a view because of what state the person conceived it in.
Gus Lamarch February 02, 2021 at 00:15 #495818
Quoting bert1
I don't agree but in any case, the insight has stayed with Ori after he has sobered up. It's very odd to stipulate conditions which must obtain before philosophy can be done, even odder to not consider a view because of what state the person conceived it in.


I will never understand the thinking of the masses of defending the consumption of something that is toxic to their own existence. Perhaps it is an ego-suppressed suicide attempt? Or maybe you just don't get the point because you don't want to.

In any case, continue with your debate of "pseudophilosophy". My participation in this "discussion" is over.
bert1 February 02, 2021 at 00:25 #495823
Quoting Gus Lamarch
I will never understand the thinking of the masses of defending the consumption of something that is toxic to their own existence.


I'm not defending the consumption of anything. I'm saying its irrelevant to the merit of an idea.
simeonz February 02, 2021 at 00:28 #495826
Reply to Ori

There is a philosophical stance called relationism, which considers time and space like relations, or in plainer terms, "sortings" of objects. In this theory, there is no preferential sense of being in the present moment, because the past is not lost and the future is not unformed, but the reason we think there is an "absolute" present is because each version of our brain in each moment in time is relationally distinct with the other slices from its chronology and believes itself as independently existing. In this same sense, space is relative, and your mind is confined to your grey matter and my mind is confined to mine, but why each of us believes to experience a life of opposition to the other is not because we are ordained fundamentally distinct consciousnesses, but because of the way in which our embodiments are separated with relation to each other. For reference, octopuses have multiple brains in their limbs, each thinking separately, yet they act as a single sentience when it comes to the action of the octopus. Think of us like an octopus who has a split personality disorder. I am not saying that we are not independent personalities and we that shouldn't clash with each other and defend our different points of view when it is necessary, but that this is just nature's game to experiment with the mix of the soup, so to speak.

P.S. Url was leading to the wrong article
boagie February 10, 2021 at 12:33 #498407
We are all the same at birth, meaning without identity, born into the world as simply a constitution in whatever state. What becomes of you is what happens to your constitution through your environmental contexts. First family and then world at large, meaning societal and the physical demands of climate ect.and location geographically. This becomes your storyline, this becomes your personal I, for identity. When you die what's buried is that constitution indistinct from any other constitution.
kudos February 12, 2021 at 12:37 #498984
@Ori Your question seems to me about soul and spirit, which have very different meanings to different kinds of people. You are right to consider it as something conditioned, because you can see in all the explanations here it is somehow presupposed. Before you refer to yourself or anything else you implicitly presuppose your identity with yourself (I am ‘this’). It seems reductive to take this Cartesian individuality to be everything that is your soul and spirit; that is not what Descartes meant through it.

Many who do philosophy have the aim of enriching ourselves, including what you might call spirit or soul, rather than accepting the belief we are already fully enriched without considering the negation of ourselves and our existence.
Hedge33 August 09, 2021 at 16:11 #577904
Why am I me? What does that even mean? Do I mean am I this person or body? How do I know I am this person, just because I experience the consciousness of this person? If I experience the consciousness of someone else, am I that other person and not me? I often wondered if I die, and my organ is transplanted into another person, do I continue life as that person? The idea that I am this person because I can control this body is not possible to confirm. My body moves around, and I just experience it. I am not me, if me is just an avatar or something. I have a body, or am I a body? It seems if I wasn't born, I'll just be somebody else. Am I a person now, but at other times I was and will be somebody or something else? Why am I me? There is one thing, everything. Can I be this everything?
theRiddler August 09, 2021 at 16:49 #577912
Reply to bongo fury

It might have something to do with the fact that language creates a perceived identity within, while the truth is not only are we "in" the mind, but we are "in" the cosmos.
Cheshire August 09, 2021 at 18:45 #577951
The first person history of being you. People present with multiple identities and the difference is an unshared history.
Corvus August 10, 2021 at 10:17 #578221
"why" questions can only be asked meaningfully in the situations where answers come from either one's psychological state or motivation or physical cause of the changes of matters.

When asked why did you do it, why did you say it or why did you go there, the meaningful answers are based on one's psychological motivation, feelings or dispositions. Because I just wanted, because I didn't understand, because I was to meet her in the cafe etc.

For the examples of "why" questions for the causality of matters could be, "Why does it go faster, when the accelerator is pressed down?" Because more fuel is entering the engine chamber, resulting in faster and more gas explosion. Why does it make sound when the button is pressed? Because it is connected to the speaker, and when the current and voltage flows to it, the cones inside the speaker vibrates etc.

Anything pertaining to metaphysical or ontological questions such as why were you born, why are you you, why am I I,  this type of WHY questions cannot yield meaningful answers.
bert1 August 10, 2021 at 12:42 #578253


Anything pertaining to metaphysical or ontological questions such as why were you born, why are you you, why am I I, this type of WHY questions cannot yield meaningful answers


What is the casual story that resulted in you being corvus and not Cheshire?
Corvus August 10, 2021 at 13:00 #578256
Quoting bert1
What is the casual story that resulted in you being corvus and not Cheshire?


I was born as "Corvus", and Cheshire was born as "Cheshire".   It is not a very meaningful answer, because it is a causal explanation of the origin of individuals in physical existence.
As I said, if I were asked to explain any further than that, as soon as I try to come up with my answers, it will spiral into either religious mysticism, metaphysics or shamanistic stories, which might be meaningful to me, but not to you.
bert1 August 10, 2021 at 14:04 #578267
Quoting Corvus
I was born as "Corvus", and Cheshire was born as "Cheshire".


Sure, but that's not what Cheshire would say. Cheshire would say "I was born as Cheshire, and Corvus was born as Corvus." What accounts for these different perspectives? They are different. In the first, the 'I' is Corvus, but in the second the 'I' is Cheshire. Yet there is but one reality. So are these statements in conflict? Is there a trick of language? What's going on?

I'm happy to follow where the logic goes. If that's mysticism or Wooga Wooga-ism, so be it. What does your spirituality say?
Corvus August 10, 2021 at 14:50 #578274
Quoting bert1
Yet there is but one reality. So are these statements in conflict? Is there a trick of language? What's going on?


I think it is not one reality. Reality is on its own in a closed box of the owner's mind only free in its own imagination and thoughts like the monads of Leibniz, and there are billions and billions of different realities. When the owner of the mind dies, the reality of the owner dies too, evaporates into nothing.

"I" is for the sayer who means the sayer itself, no one else.
Pantagruel August 10, 2021 at 15:18 #578282
Quoting bongo fury
Why do linguistic animals think they are each two things instead of one?


:up:
MAYAEL August 10, 2021 at 15:39 #578286
Se when a mommy and daddy love each other